Reading Festival Thursday Day 1

As you can tell from the title of my post I went to the Reading festival.

Thursday morning wake up and get dressed and help the other half get ready and my son as they are off for a break themselves.

Once they leave I tidy the house a bit move the dirty plates to the sink and give the house a quick hoover.
Me and the other halfs younger brother leave for Reading about 8:30am /8:45 and we make our first stop, Tesco's, I need to get petrol and cigarettes.
So once the first stop is over it is the long drive to reading.

So we finally arrive at Reading and get parked up all the boring stuff.

We make our way to a campsite which was a lot easier than last week, maybe because I have packed everything making it easier to carry. We get to the campsite we were in last year and its empty, I am thinking to myself that maybe this is not the best plan but we press on and move further and further back when we come across some tents, we ask if we will be moved on and they say only if you are in the emergency zone, so we move a bit and start to pitch the tent.

So the tents pitched and everything was going smoothly, too smoothly. So we get everything in the tent I sit down to roll a joint and that's when I realise I have forgotten two things, my weed and my grinder, so me and J (N's younger brother) sit down and have a beer and decide what to do. as it is still early (well about half 1) we take a wonder in to Reading and see if I can find a grinder (weed isn't a problem I remember that I have left this in the car and we can get to that on the way back).

Now I have been to Reading twice before once last year and once when I was at college and got chatting to a girl on line, this I may go in to another day, but I couldn't remember anything, where we should be or where we should be heading, so we wondered around aimlessly for about 20 mins following random people hoping that we would find the town centre, which in the end we did.

So once in town we start looking for the dodgey allies and shopping centres which in the end we find and we walk down the Arcadia where we come across a leather shop (me thinking I will try my luck) walk in and ask if they sell any grinders to which he replies he doesn't "you need to go smelly ally, out of here turn right, cross the road then right at the ally", I ask why its called smelly ally and it turns out it is where the fruit and veg stalls are and fishmongers (not that I thought it was sex and drugs paradise).

So I finally get all that I need and we head back to camp after stopping of at maccie D's for a burger and pit stop.

we finally get back to camp about half 3 and at last I can have a joint.

Well not much has really happened since my last post, I know its been a while.

I have been banished to the sofa a few times now for numerous reasons, one for being drunk and the other for being caught having a crafty joint. Am I allowed to ban her to the sofa for not having sex with me, now there's an idea.

My sex life hasn't improved with the other half, she still insists she's not like she used to be and doesn't enjoy it much, I did actually bribe her to have sex with me which worked but when it came to it, no I didn't back out, I did it without feeling, so there was no love making but just me getting my rocks off, two can play the game.

This weekend was good went out Friday night ( I was allowed to go out as she had been out all of last weekend) and got very drunk, spent most of Saturday on the couch looking after my son whilst trying to recover. My son was great though, kissing my head everytime I moved as he could tell it was hurting.

Back at work today and I'm thinking why?

Yes it is to pay the bills, mortgage etc etc but there must be more to life than living for the weekend. I get to see my son for roughly 3hrs a day, when I wake up and am getting ready for work and then two hrs in the evening before I put him to bed, and yes its the same for most parents and even mine when I was younger but I feel I am missing out a lot from his life.

Anyway that's enough of that rant, my next is, how do I get my girlfriend back to enjoying sex before she got pregnant, I mean it was amazing, we had sex anywhere and everywhere, most nights if not more than once. If there is a magic potion or someone out there to talk to please let me know as I am getting desperate now. I have even been thinking of having an affair. I do love her and would hate to be apart from her and my son but I don't know what options are out there.

Anyway I may be back on soon ranting about the same thing or telling you about my weekend at the Reading festival which is this week, I can't wait to get away from it all.