Well not much has really happened since my last post, I know its been a while.

I have been banished to the sofa a few times now for numerous reasons, one for being drunk and the other for being caught having a crafty joint. Am I allowed to ban her to the sofa for not having sex with me, now there's an idea.

My sex life hasn't improved with the other half, she still insists she's not like she used to be and doesn't enjoy it much, I did actually bribe her to have sex with me which worked but when it came to it, no I didn't back out, I did it without feeling, so there was no love making but just me getting my rocks off, two can play the game.

This weekend was good went out Friday night ( I was allowed to go out as she had been out all of last weekend) and got very drunk, spent most of Saturday on the couch looking after my son whilst trying to recover. My son was great though, kissing my head everytime I moved as he could tell it was hurting.

Back at work today and I'm thinking why?

Yes it is to pay the bills, mortgage etc etc but there must be more to life than living for the weekend. I get to see my son for roughly 3hrs a day, when I wake up and am getting ready for work and then two hrs in the evening before I put him to bed, and yes its the same for most parents and even mine when I was younger but I feel I am missing out a lot from his life.

Anyway that's enough of that rant, my next is, how do I get my girlfriend back to enjoying sex before she got pregnant, I mean it was amazing, we had sex anywhere and everywhere, most nights if not more than once. If there is a magic potion or someone out there to talk to please let me know as I am getting desperate now. I have even been thinking of having an affair. I do love her and would hate to be apart from her and my son but I don't know what options are out there.

Anyway I may be back on soon ranting about the same thing or telling you about my weekend at the Reading festival which is this week, I can't wait to get away from it all.