Circles

Well the gf and me seem to have gone round in a complete circle again, but it seems to be a good thing.

We had been passing texts back and forth when i was at work or she was out about what we are going to do and how things didn't change when we both thought they would, then Saturday, she asks me to sleep in her bed with her, I say no as I didn;t want her moaning at me for snoring or taking to much space, she looked a bit disheartened when I said this, but i went to my bed. Sunday and we are passing texts to each other as she is working and I ask was there a reason or purpose she wanted me to stay last night in her bed, she said no. Throughout the day we are still sending texts and when she gets home we talk for a little and she tells me she wants me back in our bed, she wants this to be the start of new things for us. I ask her, if she is sure about this, is it really going to work, she looks at me and say she hopes so and as she decided on this change without me forcing the issue or moaning about it I believe she means it, time will of course tell. We then had another chat and she is fed up of me asking for, joking about and making innuendos, so I have said, once again, that I will stop it and for the past three days I have been good as gold, in the hope she won't see this as pressure from me.

I know I have been here before with this, but at least the gf has made the first positive step and I hope a lot more will be made. I really need her to buy a new mattress as her one is killing me and I am surprised at how long she has managed to sleep in it, even my son, who sometimes gets in to bed with her, has complained that it is uncomfortable.