Manipulation

Things have been going well between the gf and me but before Easter I thought that the physical side of things was picking up to, but I think she was just using me to get what she wanted.

what was happening was the gf would get me in to bed with her in the morning and start cuddling and being more physical with me than she has been, but when I tried anything she would stop me unless I would take my son to school for her in the morning, which riled me a bit as I have my own job to go to and even though they do work flexi time I prefer to be there before 9am. If I did then relent she would say we don't have enough time to do anything or wait till tonight and we will have some fun, well this didn't happen and only on one occasion before i took our son to school did we have sex. I have to say it did feel like the old times when we had it and was a refreshing feel compared to the times when she wasn't really interested and was jusy laying there.

Whilst my son was off on Easter holidays though not once did we cuddle up like that in the morning or the evening, even if I suggested it or even if I massaged her. I gave her her own space to suggest stuff and tried to be hands off which I did quite well but the urges kept coming but I didn't pressure as much as I have done in the past and when I did massage and was told "no funny stuff" I didn't try anything then so thought I was on good behaviour.

Oh well, we shall see what the week brings