After the aftermath

Well after yesterday and not knowing where I was regarding my partner, I have decide to let the matter drop and get on with my life with her by my side. Two reason for this.

1 I love her
2 I love my son and don't feel that this is a good enough reason for his parents to split up.

So you are probably thinking he's only doing if for his son, and on a level you are right, if my son hadn't been born I would have kick her out straight away and even packed her stuff for her, but my son is alive and he is the greatest kid I know (yes I am bias but I don't care). He is the one my partner should be thanking that we are still together as I sat down and thought of all the possibilities of what life would be with her with out her, with her and my son, with just my son, just my son at weekends and its not what I won't.

I also want to be with my partner as I love her loads, I enjoy her company, I love it when we go out together, her smile, her body, her smell, everything about her. The way she comes out with something that makes no sense at all but she thinks it is perfectly reasonable English.