Hello all

I have been away from blooging for a few weekes as nothing much has hapened really with the other half, we have had sex once this year 12th Jan (not that i am keeping count) we haven't got any worse but also things haven't got any better between us.

I have been having some strange dreams recently and after talking to a friend she has told me its because I am not happy at home.

The main one that I remeber is that I am with a girl that works in my office and we are chatting and messing about whislt walking down a road/path/dirt track can't remeber which when suddenly we turn to each other and start kissing we pull away saying we can't do this but start kissing again, things then move on but then get very strange as (i think I may have woken up and falling asleep again) I am now with my ex (the one that called New years eve0 and we are now kissing cuddling and things are moving on between us but then I wake up again.

Now this dream did startle me a little and i didn't know what I wanted to do about it, so for now have pushed it to the back of my mind.

I use a website I won't mention it on here but I just want to say sorry to doc (you know who you are). She is a great sport and a great person to chat to and I would just like to say that I wouldn't do anything to upset her and the rest of the guys on the site.