I have all this things running in my head some when I think about make me happy and some sad.
These thoughts are all to do with my relationship with my gf and my son. I love my son to bits but I really don't think I am live with my gf anymore. After what happened Monday then Wednesday it really is getting to much for me, ok last night was nice that was only one day out of the week where we didn't seem off with each other.
The good thoughts are me living on my own and not having the hassle of the gf moaning and nagging me. I think I have come to the point in my mind where I do believe I can handle not living my son, I will miss him loads but know that I will get to see him when I want and planned visits Wednesdays and weekends. I have also come to resolve that if we do split all I want from the house is my dvd collection, games consoles, clothes, tv and computer.
I Know that all relationships have ups and downs and this is only my thoughts for now, I will probably re write this or maybe delete it but
Friday, June 01, 2007
Wo oh wo
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IT ~ It is always very sad to hear of a relationship on the rocks. Have you ever sat your girlfriend down and actually asked her straight how she feels about the relationship?
If you proceed down the route of these thoughts,it doesnt have to be the end of the world. I am a firm believer that a child in a home where Mum and Dad are always unhappy/arguing is much worse off than a child that spends time in two seperate, but happy/relaxed homes.
I hope you can work through your thoughts.
I don't think I have ever sat down properly with her but we have discussed things but has always been patchy one subject one time another a different. I totally agree with you on the "unhappy/arguing is much worse off than a child that spends time in two seperate, but happy/relaxed homes." I don't want my son to suffer and I know at times he has picked up on what has been happening and that is not fair on him at all.
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