Day 1

This is Day 1 of not smoking.

I took the decision to stop smoking on Monday and set myself today (Wednesday) to give up.

So far so good today, i have tried to give up before and lasted about 6 months so I am looking to go all the way this time.

I ha e a good weekend, still a bit of bickering between me and my gf but that was expected.

Friday night I went to a friends house as his gf was out for the evening at a concert, so we cracked open a few beers put on a dvd and had got drunk, I think the shots of JD helped or even the Raspberry vodka.

Saturday was spent morning wise cleaning the house as we had let it get a bit behind in the housework. We all then went out in the afternoon, first stop was the Hairdressers for my son as he hair was now to long to be fashion.

When that was done, which took a bit of time, not because he wouldn't sit still but because there was so much of it, we went to the park and played on the swings etc and he made a friend which was nice.

Saturday we had a takeaway and a friend of the gf came round and we watched a dvd (Night at the Museum) I tried watching it but because I no longer have the stamina I fell alseep whilst watching it, I woke up to watch the last 10-15 mins of it. It was then time for bed.

Sunday not much really happened. Went to the market in the morning to pic some meat up, I was looking at spending about £40 but ended up spending £60, but I got so much for my money, there were sirloin Steaks, Pork Loins, Sausages, 3lb Bacon, a bag of chicken breast, 12 burgers, 4 bags of mince (this is 8 packs worth if you get it from the supermarket).

Monday and Tuesday we the usual except last night I mentioned to the gf text me when you are leaving work and i will make you a cup of tea, well she did but I didn't as i was on the xbox and when the text came in it seemed to early for her to be leaving so I carried on.

Well she turned up and then gets all stroppy because I hadn't made it, so i tell her to put the kettle on and I will and then she starts moaning etc so I finish my mission and make the tea. But with this going on I have realised two things, I left my ex for my current gf because we we having bedroom problems and lots of arguments and I think I am only with my gf because I don't want to loose my son.