The Long Weekend

It has not been to bad Easter this year.



I went out Thursday night with the gf's brother and had a few drinks, him telling me there was no chance I would be able to persuade her to come to France and I think he may be right.



Friday I spent with my son as the gf was out for lunch then went shopping with a friend. We didn't get up to much but enough to keep ourselves entertained. The gf then went out Friday night so I got a friend round and the gf's brother for a couple of beers and to watch a dvd, so the evening was good.



Yesterday I spent boiling eggs in the morning for the Easter egg Hunt that is on today, but we don't just boil them we also soak them in a dye to colour them.









I then picked the gf up from work and we went to see my mum as she is moving to France on Tuesday (11th April). So we spent the afternoon and early evening there. I was a bit emotional saying goodbye but I will see her again in about 6 weeks when I go over and see her.

The gf then went out after we got back, I watched a DVD and had a couple of beers then went to bed, she got in about 3am when she decided she wanted to jump me which was good until she got a bit emotional and it all stopped. She then turns to me and tells me she feels she is to young to be this deep in to the relationship and misses going out on first dates and things. To which I had no answer for and it sort of upset me a bit. She also told me that she doesn't like sex much as she doesn't feel the connection anymore.

Then this morning she told me that she does love me and does actually want to be with me, so I am now confused. I mentioned to her about what she said about sex and that it could be because we never actually have much foreplay, this is not because I don't want to but because she doesn't really like it that much any more.

So today I feel abit confused and a bit sick as I feel that this could be the end for us as I don't know if this can be fixed, I try and be the loving bf but what ever I do seems to not help.

Anyway its Easter Sunday and the eggs in the pic are what we will be hunting for today so that we can find our proper Easter presents. Happy Easter