And so Valentines ended

Last night was good

I cooked dinner for all of us and we sat down and ate as a family. I then got my son ready for bed and when I finally got him back in bed for the 10th time me and my gf relaxed as a couple.

I got the ice cream out and opened the champagne and we cuddled up on the sofa and relaxed and it was such a great feeling.

We then watched all of her programs, Top gear, followed by Ugly Betty, nevermind the buzzcocks and then (which was not my choice as I was happy to go to bed) St Elmo's fire.

So it wasn't all bad

Well I say that but last week my gf showed me a preview of what she might were Valentines day and it was stunning and got my nether regions in overdrive but I kept it in check. Then last night I asked if she could wear it again whilst I put the DVD on, which she did and I was very happy.

So we start watching the film and i can tell she is getting a bit tired and she turns round to me and says if i want sex i better go and get a condom which I do.

So she strips of her undies and we start to play (I won't go in to much detail unless you ask) and she comes which to me is a good thing but now she doesn't want to do anything else so i am now left frustrated, so I sit on the sofa next to her.

It's now near the end of the film so I go upstairs for a wash and shave and wait for to come to bed, which she does and we cuddle up and she starts saying that she doesn't deserve me and why am I with her seeing as we don't have sex, so I just hold her in my arms and tell her as long as i can hold you I will be here and that I love you. As she can't sleep when we are cuddled we turn over and go to sleep.