Sex was.........

In a couple of old posts I mention that I thought my gf might be depressed, well I am going to keep an eye on this, as when I got in from work on Wednesday she told me that she hadn't got anything out for dinner and didn't know what to have. so I suggested a couple of things and she then moans at me because the night before I didn't have the pizza but fish fingers and that she couldn't do those again to night, she was shouting this at me. So i left her to it and played with my son for a bit hoping she would settle down a little.

When it was time for me to go I gave my son a kiss and cuddle bye and went to give my gf one and she turned away so I started walking for the door, she then came up behind me and said sorry and did give me a kiss in the end.

Now yesterday I was feeling horny (nothing unusual I know) but thought I would let the gf know that I was going to ravish her body, no reply, so I asked if she fancied some fun and she said might do.

So I meet her at her mums and we go home and have dinner, my son is absolutely knackered as he has been dragged round the shops by his mum and nan. So after dinner I get him ready for bed and take him up and read his story. Lately he has got in to the habit of not going to sleep when the story is finished but looking for any sort of excuse to stay up, he latest is "Can you turn the water off please, its making a noise" what he is talking about is the immersion boiler that is in his room which sometimes will make a little noise but to him it scares him, so we have to turn it off at the mains, the problem with this though is if you forget to turn it back on in the morning, either if your first you get a hot to warm bath, if your second nice and cold.

So once that is all done I get the duvet out and tell my girlfriend to get naked so I can massage her, its amazing how quick she can undress. So I strip to my boxers as there is no way I cam getting my clothes dirty, so I massage her from top to toe for about half hour, she then takes my shirts and puts that on to keep warm, why do women look so sexy in men's shirts.

So about half our later she is back on the duvet and and I start massaging her bum and then start trying to play with her, but for some reason I can't do anything right. I do it to softly and tickling her then to hard then I can't find what I am supposed to be playing with and it becomes bit of a farce for me, so she then shows me what i am supposed to be doing and we get back on track, I am now out of my boxers and she is on her front and we have sex which was nice but afterwards and even during it I just wasn't in my mind that in to it, there seemed to be something missing. What it is I think is the interaction from my girl friends, ok yes she reminded me what I had to do but it had to be initiated by my, the only touching going on was me on her, there was no kissing or cuddling and for me this made a big deal to me. I didn't tell her this yesterday as I couldn't put my finger on it but today after thinking about it I am 100% sure that is what was missing, so tonight I am going to mention it to her and see if we can break what is going on between us in this department.